SICKNESS AND HEALING IS IN THE MIND
SEPARATION FROM GOD IS THE SICKNESS, RETURN TO GOD IS THE HEALING
What is the sickness? It is our separation from God and his son, our real self, and now our belief that we are separated selves in bodies living in space and time. This sickness is mental and to heal it is done in the mind, not at the body level.
On earth we hide the origin of the sickness in our unconscious minds. We feel separated from God and feel guilty, like we did wrong and believe that God will punish us but knowing that he would not punish us because we have not separated from him hence have done nothing wrong but wishing to seem separated, so we deny God’s always acceptance of us and now see him as angry at us and out to punish us.
We hide that false guilt and fear of punishment in our unconscious minds, for to have that guilt and fear of God serves the purpose of keeping us seem separated from God what we wanted.
Our unconscious mind, in our sleep dreams, which includes our day living, project our sense of guilt and desire to be punished to other people, and make them punish us so that we suffer.
We sometimes make us suffer by using our unconscious minds to make us suffer; we use our minds to create virus, bacteria and other illnesses and give them to us so that we are sick, we use our minds to give us weird medical and biological disorders so that we suffer.
WE GIVE US THESE SICKNESSES BEFORE WE RE BORN DURING THIS LIFETIME
Our lives did not begin when we are born on earth during this lifetime; we have lived during several lifetimes, both in bodies and outside bodies. Before we come to earth (which is now for everything is done in the now), we write the script of how we are going to live. We create diseases like cancer and suffering for us before we are born on earth, so we came to earth to suffer these diseases and in doing so we feel that we are bodies and hence egos and separated from God.
To let go of the belief that we are not separated selves in bodies, not egos would make us remember that we remain as God created us, forever joined to him hence always innocent, guiltless, sinless, holy and saintly.
We choose our major disease before we are born on earth to punish ourselves for our sin of separation from God. We also choose death; in our scripts are written when we will die.
HEALING IS DONE BY CHANGING ONE’S MIND, FROM SEPARATED TO CONNECTED TO GOD AND ALL PEOPLE
Healing consists of letting go of the wish for separation and know that we are one with God and all his creation and thereafter accept that we are not guilty but always innocent, guiltless and sinless and thus rejoin our minds with the mind of God.
We are always joined but forgot it, mask it with ego desires; all that we need do is remove the obstacles to the awareness of our already, always and eternal joined state. With the mask to the awareness of our eternal joined mind removed we know that we are sinless.
We have forgiven our belief in separation and are now healed and have no longer need to play games of feeling separated, guilty, sick and projecting our sickness to our bodies to avoid realization that all sickness is in the mind.
When awareness of connectedness is regained, one is now living from the right mind, not ego, separated mind, one is living from the Holy Spirit and God.
When one’s mind is healed, that is, joined to God, one’s body is healed. If one completely let go of the belief in ego separation and regain awareness of total union with God, one is enlightened; one’s body is automatically healed and one can simply disappear from body for one did not live in body at any point in time; body is a mere dream figure; that which does not exist does not have to die ( but in the dream of separation we make it die).
Only a few persons attain total elimination of identification with the ego; therefore, if you are the typical human being who take your ego and body as real go ahead and do what serves your ego and body, eat healthy food, take medications, wear clothes and live in houses; that is where you are at in space and time.
Later, you will learn that body, medications, clothes, shelter, space and time do not exist but are all illusions we made to make our desired separated self-seem real in our awareness.
I AM PROUD TO BE AN EGO MEANING THAT THE EGO MAKES ME FEEL POWERFUL AND GIVES ME FALSE, DELUDED POWER.
WHEN OTHER PEOPLE SLIGHT MY EGO HENCE MAKE ME FEEL POWERLESS, I GENERALLY BOAST ABOUT MY ACCOMPLISHMENTS, NUMEROUS DEGREES, TO IMPRESS THEM WITH HOW POWERFUL I AM,
IN EGO ONE IS POWERLESS WHILE PRETENDING TO BE POWERFUL,
IT IS ONLY IN UNION, CHRIST AND GOD THAT ONE HAS REAL POWER AND IT IS QUIET POWER
Yesterday, an African commanded me to do something and my mind returned to its ego roots, and I wanted to punish him, reducing him to nothing, which included working to get him fired from his job and getting him into prison (I have done that in the past).
I said to me, who is this boy, how dare an illiterate boy not see me as the most important person on earth; how dare he treat me as if I am unimportant.
In fact, I avoid people to go retain my imaginary ego importance in social isolation; it is my existential game, to try to seem important in ego and body.
Real importance lies in God, not ego and body.
By being angry at the man for disrespecting me, I was showing that I am powerless and a clown. If I were powerful, like Christ, I would be calm even when others command me to do something and not react with anger, as I did.
It takes two to tango; the man feels inadequate and wants to seem powerful by commanding me; in my past egoistic life, I would slap him around to show him who has power.
He threatened to call white security guards to get my car to move on, which shows that he knows that he could not do it by his weak self, and I dared him to do it, so that I remove my soft heart and treat him as I used to treat power seeking clowns.
The man is really like me; his acting out as a tough guy is my acting out as a powerful guy; he was calling for help, calling for love from me, as I did when I acted powerful.
He wants me to forgive him, love him, and show him how to love, how to find the real worth that eludes him and Africans who seek worth in ego pretense of power.
Real worth lies in reclaiming our, Africans and all people’s status as the sons of God, and since I am African, I am really talking about me.
What heals Africans and all people of their mental disorders, their sense of inferiority and pursuit of ego importance is for them to no longer seek worth from separated ego self but from God, from love by loving all people.
I said in my egoistic mind at the time the above episode happened, this little insignificant man acting powerful (I have negative opinion of Africans) enabled me to see what I did in the past, so he is a good lesson for me, a way for me to know about me.
I, therefore, ought to be grateful to him and forgive him to forgive me and in doing so know that I am always one with God and not feel guilty and fear God’s punishment.
The prodigal son, me, is on his way home in God (love, unified state), where he belongs.
January 13, 2022