My mind created all my experiences

MY MIND CREATED EVERY SITUATION THAT I AM IN,

 WHY? IT IS WHAT LIFE ON EARTH IS ALL ABOUT

Ozodi Osuji

      This afternoon, it dawned on me with the force of certitude that it is my mind that creates my dreams; it was my mind that created the dream, this morning, of a mad black man (ego in black form) pursuing me and  pursuing all people on earth; the dream is designed to teach me that the ego (who is an alien in our lives, it is not who we are, who we are, are the sons of God tempted by the ego, Devil to leave God and seek separation from him)  tries  to attach to me and all people for to live on earth, in body, is to believe that one is a separated self in body, walking around in space, time and matter.

      It is my mind that created the dream of my mother walking away from the broken-down expensive car to teach me that I need to overcome my dependence on her and people and become independent.

    It is my mind that posited the child me in the middle of the road while a truck was coming to me and I did not run away and instead stood there crying, to teach me that I expect God and other people to rescue me and tell me that only me will rescue me.

    It is my mind that created the Cletus dream, a few days ago, with him telling me that I have low self-esteem and to tell me that people eat and drink in the dream world for drinking and eating is illusory activity, not real so it is done in dreams, for it is  illusory, nobody eats or drinks anything or lives in body or dies.

    It is my mind that created the Jesus vision, in which he told me to go author my own books on salvation and not waste my time critiquing the Bible and A course in miracles, to tell me that it is for me to establish a spiritual science for me and for other people.

    It is my mind that interpreted noises in my apartment as ghosts and called unseen forces trying to press me down on my bed ghosts; I am the unseen forces pressing me down, the lesson is that there are no ghosts but if you believe that ghosts exist, you will produce them to scare you until you accept that only your mind produced them and that they have no independent existence.

     It is my mind that placed obstacles to my success in academia because I have contempt for academics for not fighting to improve society. My ideal people fight to improve society; I have total contempt for Nigerians and Igbos and Africans because they sold their people and, in the present, do not participate in fighting to destroy racism, instead, they tolerate it, as slaves do. As cowardly Africans they come to enjoy America fought for them by Black Americans.

      It is my mind that creates heaven and hell; what I believe in my mind makes it seem real to me; I can make me seem to live in heaven or hell; it is my choice; there is no heaven and hell independent of my mind.

     On earth, day life and dreams, my mind placed me wherever I am.

      It is my mind that made me poor (despite having IQ in the top one percent of the human population and first rate education); I am poor from my inability to decide on a vocation, profession and throw myself to it; that indecisiveness has now come to an end; I establish a profession for me, spiritual science, a combination of scientific psychology and spiritual psychology, for it is true.

CONTEMPT FOR ACADEMICS

    By the end of my undergraduate experience at the University of Oregon I had developed total contempt for the professors that taught me and that liked me; I had contempt for them because they separated themselves in the Ivory Tower and did not get into the mud and fight for social justice in America.

     My role models were black fighters like Malcolm X, Stockley Carmichael, Hughie Newton, Bobby Steel, Eldridge Cleaver, Martin Luther King, Rosa Park, Thurgood Marshall, Steve Biko and Nelson Mandela, those who risked their lives on behalf of social and economic justice; it was clear to me that I am a social democrat and mixed economist, mixed capitalism and socialism, to help all people (publicly paid education at all levels and publicly paid health care for all people, is a right, not a privilege).

      Because I hated academics,  the unconscious part of my mind did not want to be with them hence I felt like a fraud teaching at a university and in my dreams, obstacles were placed on my path in academia; my mind said to me that I can do more for humanity from outside academia (I have written over 100 books and thousands of articles; I doubt that any other person had written more on leadership than I have, Academia. Edu says that I am the most quoted author on that subject).

MIND TRANSFORMS LIGHT ENERGY TO ARRESTED POSITION AND USES IT TO PRODUCE HUMAN BODIES, ANIMALS, PLANTS AND STARS, PLANETS, EVERYTHING.

MY MIND HAS INTERPRETATIONS OF THE UNIVERSE; THE COLLECTIVE SONS OF GOD CREATED THE UNIVERSE TO PLAY SEPARATION AND EGO SELF WITH

     My mind created every experience I have had on earth, including my body and its problems; the goal is for me to learn from it; my mind telepathically attracted my parents to donate their bodies (genes) to me to use to create my body; my mind attracted all the people I see around me and, in my dreams, to help me have whatever experience I want to have.

MY MIND PLAYED A ROLE IN MY BROTEHRS NOT BEING IN NORTH AMERICA

      As a student I was obsessed by the idea of bringing all my brothers to the USA. While still at graduate school, I did bring one to the USA and he was sent back. I was shocked. I tried, again, and sent him to Canada. He voluntarily chose to leave Canada. I was shocked beyond measure. I thereafter gave up on trying to help him and others to come to North America and asked that they go to universities in Nigeria (all of them did).

     I was convinced that they are spoilt kids (our mother spoilt us, rotten) who wanted other people to support them and are unable to hustle and support themselves and I did not look forward to carrying other adults on my back because they would break my back.

    My mind made it so that my brothers are not yet in America because I perceived them as weak characters who are unable to take care of themselves and I did not want them to be a burden on me until I am rich enough to be able to support them.

    My financial picture is about to become stabilized; all things been equal, my folks will soon be with me.

I HAVE HAD SO MANY SPIRITUAL EXPERIENCIES THAT IF THE AVERAGE GUY HAD THEM, HE WOULD BE CLAIMING THAT HE IS SPECIAL

     I have had so many spiritual experiences that if the average person had them, he would run around calling his self a special teacher or minister of God. Me, I had to be certain that spirit is real and have had unitive experience with God before I would state with certainty that God exists.

    Today, I am certain that there is spirit in me and all of us and that he shapes each of our lives and collectively the unified son of God, and the Holy Spirit and Christ, shape our lives.

      God is union of all selves as oneself; love unifies the infinite sons of God; God and the sons of God exist; their truth is love.

     We, in dreams, not reality, separated from love to live in bodies, space, time, and harm each other but do so in dreams and must now forgive each other for what we did in dreams we have not done in fact; we remain as God created us, innocent, sinless, guiltless, and holy.

     Having forgiven each other we proceed to love each other, to live like Christ. Forgive and love all and you live in peace. This is the truth of our nature, not some religious mumbo jumbo.

MY MIND CREATES MY EXPERIENCIES ON EARTH; SO FAR THAT MIND HAS PARALYZED AND IMMOBILIZED ME BY NOT SETTLING ON A VOCATION, BUT IT IS ABOUT TO BECOME ENERGIZED BY FOCUSING ON SCIENTIFIC AND SPIRITUAL PSYCHOLOGIES; I DO NOT BLAME ANYONE ELSE FOR MY FATE; MY MIND DETERMINES MY FATE; MY MIND CREATES MY EARTHLY REALITY; GOD CREATED ME AND I CREATE MY EARTHLY REALITY

Ozodi Osuji

June 27, 2022

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