IF ALL THAT I AM IS EGO AND BODY I AM NOTHING
I MUST BE SOMETHING MORE THAN EGO AND BODY TO HAVE WORTH AND SIGNIFICANCE
If all that I am is ego and body I am nothing. Why?
Ego is mere ideas I have of who I am; the ideas are based on my body, upbringing and social experience and are not real; they die with my physical death.
My body is made of sixty-four elements (carbon, hydrogen, oxygen, nitrogen, potassium, magnesium, iron, calcium, copper etc.) and those are made of electrons, protons and neutrons and those are made of physical light. If all I am is ego and body, I am nothing, not figuratively but in truth.
Therefore, to be ego and body self-conscious and defend them as who I am is to be stupid, for, I am defending nothing as who I am.
It is better that I let ego and body go and not be conscious of them as who I am.
If who I am is part of unified spirit self, unified consciousness and unified intelligence and those are eternal then I have real worth.
The lesson is for one not to see oneself as ego and body and in as much as one is in ego and body, to play with those and not take them seriously for they are nothing of importance.
As a young person I was excruciatingly self-conscious. That self-consciousness in social settings made me anxious. But since I posited the above views, I no longer feel self-conscious in crowds of people; I say to me that my ego and body are nothing and whatever other egos and bodies, people see them as is of no use to me since they are unimportant.
What matters is my soul and that is not for egos, people to determine what it is; most people do not even know what soul is. Our souls have eternal value, value that it is not up to our ego selves to determine.
God gives our souls value for they are part of God himself and God has total worth and value so his parts, our real selves have total value and worth.
Thus, now I operate in crowds of people without having the slightest self-consciousness.
Do other suggestions on how to lose your self-consciousness work? Use what works for you, my psychospiritual approach to people works for me and those who believe in it.
FEAR EMANATES FROM YOUR TRUST IN YOUR EGO AND BODY, AND YOUR AWARENESS THAT THOSE HAVE NO POWER TO PROTECT YOU; IF YOU TRUST IN GOD, YOU WILL HAVE NO FEAR, FOR GOD HAS POWER TO PROTECT YOU
December 14, 2021
EVERYTHING ARE IDEAS IN OUR MINDS AND WE MAKE THEM REAL IN THE SEEMING EXTERNAL WORLD
Everything that we see in the seeming external world began as ideas in our minds; having conceived them we then project them out into a dream world and in that dream, they seem objectively real.
First, we conceived the ideas of space, time and matter (that is, wish for separation) and projected them out and see them; we conceived the ideas of weather, hot and cold, summer, winter, and project them out into the space we projected out and see weather.
Secondly, we conceived ourselves as in bodies walking around in space and time and projected them out into the space we made.
We conceived ourselves as living in vulnerable bodies that are born and die and project us into vulnerable bodies that are born and die into the world of space, time and matter we made.
The entire world we see as external to us are ideas in our minds, ideas we projected out into forms. The world does not actually exist except as ideas in our minds.
The physical universe of galaxies, stars, planets, earth, trees, animals and people in bodies are all ideas in our minds.
God and his sons are also ideas in our minds and like everything else are the products of our minds. Mind is the conceptualizing agent in us, the part of us that we use in inventing universes.
TWO WORLDS; THE WORLD OF DENSE FORMS AND THE WORLD OF LIGHT FORMS
The Holy Spirit remakes the world of dense forms that we made with the ego mind. The Holy Spirit seeing the world of space, time and matter, people in bodies, living and dying transformed them into light forms.
If you love the world of physical matter you made, forgive those who wronged you, you transform that world, for you, into light forms, also called visions of Christ.
Christ is the ego remade into light form, from hate filled self to love filled self, still in forms, one (ego) dense matter, the other (Christ) light.
The world made by the ego, our present world and the world that the Holy Spirit made for Christ are both illusions.
The sons of God who love themselves in the world of light forms are the same sons of God who hate themselves in the world of dense forms; both worlds are imaginary, but one made lovely.
They are two orders of fantasy, one better than the other but still fantasy. When we have had enough of separation we end the two orders of fantasy, first, ending the ego fantasy of dense forms and thereafter ending the Christ fantasy of light forms.
THE UNIFIED WORLD OF GOD
We give up all wishes for separation and awaken to where we always are while dreaming worlds apart from us, unified God.
We are always in God, in eternal union, in one spot and from it invent endless space and time.
You are always in one spot, in God, heaven, unified state, and from there project you to world of dark forms and thereafter to the world of light forms.
While on earth, you can be in one spot and project yourself to any part of the world and seem to be there, all illusions.
December 14, 2021