Identification with the big ego is desire not to love one’s real self

THE DESIRE FOR A FALSE, GRANDIOSE SELF IS DESIRE NOT TO LOVE ONE’S REAL SELF AND NOT TO LOVE OTHER PEOPLE’S REAL SELVES

Ozodi Osuji

     Every time that you have an urge to be a false, grandiose self, you have an urge not to love your real self, a desire to deny your real self, a desire to separate from your real self, a desire to attack your real self and attack other people’s real selves and pretend to be who you and they are not. 

     You came to this world and designed matter, space and time to use them help you pretend that you are a false self in body, big or small, to avoid loving you and other people, to separate from your real self, to attack your real self and attack other people’s real selves and attack God; you split union into fragments and identify with a fragment housed in body, unloved and unloving. 

    The pursuit of a grandiose self is desire to live in fantasyland, to avoid the reality of unified spirit self, avoid love.

     You have pity for a person who denies his real self and tries to be a false, unloving self and yet that is what the world is all about and what all people are doing (normal people admire their egos and bodies, which is an unconscious self-hatred; nevertheless, because we made body and hate it, it is better to like the body we made and use it to play with and relate to other bodies).

THE MIRACLE IS OVERLOOKING EGO AND BODY TO EXPERIENCE THE LOVE THAT YOU DO NOT NEED TO DO ANYTHING TO EXPERIENCE

      You are not asked to love you and other people; all that you are asked to do is remove your ego and body identification and you experience the love that you already are.

      The miracle is to overlook the ego and body, which we deem our natural self, to see the Christ self already in us, and from there awaken to formless unified self, our real self.

WHEN YOU LOOK DOWN ON OTHER PEOPLE YOU LOOK DOWN ON YOU; WHEN YOU DO NOT LOVE OTHER PEOPLE YOU DO NOT LOVE YOU, FOR AS YOU DO TO OTHER PEOPLE YOU DO TO YOU, FOR OTHER PEOPLE ARE PARTS OF YOU THAT YOU SEPARATED FROM AND PROJECTED INTO SPACE, TIME AND MATTER BUT THEY STILL REMAIN IN YOU, FOR IDEAS LEAVE NOT THEIR SOURCE

I HAD A DIFFICULT TIME LEARNING LANGUAGES AND EVERYTHING; THIS WAS DESIGNED FOR ME TO THINK ABOUT WHAT I AM LEARNING SO AS TO BETTER UNDERSTAND IT, UNDERSTAND THE EGO AND BODY, THE WORLD.

A TEACHER OF GOD, SUCH AS I AM, IS REALLY TEACHING HIMSELF WHEN HE THINKS THAT HE IS WRITING FOR OTHER PEOPLE AND TEACHING OTHER PEOPLE. WHEN HE HAS UNDERSTROOD THE LESSON AND AWAKENED FROM THE DREAM HE HAS NO MORE NEED FOR LEARNING AND WILL NO LONGER TEACH OR WRITE BUT APPEAR TO PEOPLE AS NEEDED; HE WILL BE IN FORMLESS SPIRIT, AS AN IDEA, AND APPEAR IN LIGHT BODY OR DENSE BODY TO PEOPLE.

I HAVE NEVER SEEN MY GRANDFATHER AND GRANDMOTHER IN DREAMS, SO WHERE ARE THEY?

     They are now pure ideas in the universal self and universal mind called God; they and their friends took on forms and appeared in a place that they called Umuohiagu, earth, which does not exist and enacted their plays to seem like they are bodies and ego separated selves, they have reverted to ideas or are in other make belief places and have similar experiences in forms.

I DO NOT EXIST IN BODY AND NOBODY DOES AND THERE IS NO UNIVERSE OF SPACE, TIME AND MATTER BUT WE APPEAR IN IT AND TRY TO MAKE OUR NON-EXISTENT BODIES SEEM REAL; J TRIED TO MAKE HER BODY SEEM REAL BY MAKING IT SEEM IMPORTANT

      I do not exist in body, people do not exist in bodies; we are ideas of selves, we are the words of God, which took on human forms to play the roles we play on earth.

     There are no people (my parents, siblings, ex-wife children, friends etc. did not exist in bodies but are ideas), no Owerri, no Igbo land, no Nigeria, no Africa, no America,  no Europe, no Asia, no planet earth, no moon, no stars, no galaxies , no space, time and matter, no Einstein and scientists; these people and things are ideas  that took form for me to play with and for them to play with me; as Jane Robert’s Seth said, all people and things are ideas that my mind and their minds give forms, bodies, living in an imaginary place called, earth, in an imaginary universe and imaginary multiverse.

     Because their egos and bodies are not real, everything that they do on earth is calculated to make their egos and bodies real. I lived with my grandfather when he was old. He used to be athletic when he was young. Now in his eighties his body was obviously weak, but he would challenge young men for athletic competitions. Now I realize why he did it; he wanted to prove that he is still young and strong and make his ego and body win, hence demonstrate that they are real in his eyes. He wanted to avoid the death that was creeping towards him and seem immortal in body.

SCIENTISM IS A DESPERATE EGO EFFORT TO MAKE MATTER, SPACE, AND MATTER REAL,

FROM MATERIALISM TO LIGHTISM

     Scientists study matter, space, and time to make them seem real in their awareness; they make what does not exist seem real to them.

    Technologists invent amazing technologies, such as smart phones and people use them to communicate and make space and distance hence separation real.

     Scientists claim that they operate under the philosophy of materialism, that is, matter determines everything; actually, matter itself is derived from light, so they should rename their philosophy, the philosophy of lightism.

     I just read an excellent book by an Oxford philosopher of science, Roger Trigg (2015), Beyond Matter, Why Science Needs Metaphysics. I was amused by scientists’ effort to do away with even philosophy, certainly metaphysics and emphasize only what can be observed, experimented on, is verifiable and is falsifiable ala Karl Popper. Scientists are now so arrogant that they believe that only they have a right to define reality for all people. Imagine folks who are dependent on either the state or rich folks to fund their endeavors pretending that they can define for humankind what is real or not. I was amused because it is the human mind that talks about what is real and then projects its view to nature. What is nature? It is what people’s consensus say that it is. Scientists are engaged in ego delusional claims.

PEOPLE CAN COMMUNICATE WITHOUT INSTRUMENTS

      In spirit people do not need technology because they can use their minds to wish to go somewhere and they are instantaneously there; space and time are illusions, studies in the behavior of entangled but separated particles show that they communicate instantaneously.

FORGIVENESS MEANS LOOKING PAST PEOPLE’S EGOS AND BODIES TO REALIZE THAT THOSE DO NOT EXIST AND THAT YOUR OWN EGO AND BODY DOES NOT EXIST; FIRST, YOU SEE THE FORGIVEN WORLD IN CHRIST LIGHT FORMS AND THEREAFTER YOU EXPERIENCE THEM AS FORMLESS UNIFIED SELF

FEAR IS USED TO MAKE ONES EGO AND BODY REAL IN ONES AWARENESS, FEAR ALERTS ONE TO DANGER TO ONES EGO AND BODY AND ONE DEFENDS THEM AND IN DOING SO MAKE THEM REAL FOR ONE; ONE MAKES WHAT DOES NOT EXIST, EGO AND BODY SEEM TO EXIST.

     Fear is a game people are engaged in; they use it to defend what seems to exist in the dream of separation but in truth does not exist.

      If you do not give in to fear and do not defend your ego and body when fear asks you to do so, you see them disappear from your awareness; first, you see you in the world of light forms and thereafter experience yourself in the formless world of God.

Ozodi Osuji

July 4, 2022

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