Guilt and fear from separation from God

Dream 

4:30 PM

January 5, 2022

      In this dream I was walking along the street, passing a house and saw Merrick Garland, the US Attorney General sitting on a chair, talking to somebody, chitchatting, and I noticed that he had bulging tommy and said, wait a minute, I thought that from his pictures in suits he is slim, and I walked on and woke up.

MEANING

     I had just watched the man talking about his department’s (DOJ) investigation of the January 6, 2021, attack on Congress; I concluded that he is feckless, weak and a coward; I do not like the man; I wrote a caption on top of the video clip that we have a coward for the AG, then reposted it at Facebook (where I had seen ii), put down my smart phone and dozed off to sleep and had the dream.

    Because I obviously do not like the man, due to his do-nothing approach to the insurrectionists, I made him have fat tommy in the dream. That tells me that I hate fat tommy and wish for my enemies to have them.

     I recreated the man in my dream to be like what I hate.

MY MIND CREATE MY SLEEPING DREAMS, DOES IT ALSO CREATE MY DAY WORLD?

     Although I do not understand how my mind does it, obviously, it is my mind that create my dreams when I sleep.

     Is the day world also the creation of my mind (also sleeping and dreaming?). If the day world is also my dream does my mind make the people what I see them as and do what they do; that is, is my mind responsible for creating the day world?

     A course in miracles says yes. I am willing to see the day world as our mutual dream but not my solo dream; the world is a shared dream, a dream, nevertheless.

I WRITE MY DREAM SCRIPT, PLAY AND ENACT IT SIMULTANOUSLY

      At night when I sleep it is obvious that I do not plan out what I am going to dream before going to sleep, that my mind draws from my day life and as I sleep writes a script, a play and dramatizes it along as it writes it.

     Could the day world also be a dream, script, play that we collectively write and dramatize it as we write it?

     In other words, there is no past, present and future but just now when the mind is writing and dramatizing the dream, events of the world?

IS THE WORLD ALREADY OVER?

       A course in miracles gives the impression that we have already written our individual and collective world’s script and dramatized it.

      One, in effect, has already written one’s dream script and dramatized it and is merely watching it as a movie. One has written into one’s dream, life on earth, when one will be born, who one’s parents are, body, one’s issues, where one lives and what one does in life and how one will die, it is all prescribed and pre-scripted.

       The only option you now have is to look at it, and perceive it differently, from ego perception that makes it seem like something external to you and happening to you against your will hence you see you as a victim and angry at those you see doing terrible things to you.

    To now seeing the world from the right mind, from the Holy Spirit and forgive it, overlook it as a pointless, meaningless dream and as not real; you, therefore, experience it differently, peacefully, but not changing it, for it is already dramatized.

     Now you see your life and its events as produced by your mind and do not feel like a victim and do not blame other people and tolerate it peacefully and happily.

A COURSE IN MIRACLES SAYS THAT THE MIND IS THE CAUSE AND THE WORLD WE SEE AS EXTERNAL TO US IS THE EFFECT,

 WHEREAS OUR EGO MINDS SEE THE EXTERNAL WORLD AS THE CAUSE AND US AS THE EFFECTS HENCE WE SEE OURSELVES AS VICTIMS AND JUSTIFY ANGER AT THE EXTERNAL WORLD

     Ordinarily, we see the world as external to us and believe that it causes what we do hence we tend to feel angry at those we see doing dreadful things to us and attack them in self-defense and live in conflict with the world.

     If you are physically sick you say that external things, say, food, made you sick and you concentrate on changing the external things, such as eat different food to make you healthy or take medications. This is how our empirical and scientific minds think, we produce medications to heal our sick bodies, wear clothes to protect our bodies, live in houses to protect our bodies from inclement weather.

     A course in miracles reverses the cause and effect; it says that mind is the cause of the effects we see outside us. Our minds think and project out our bodies and the eternal world.

    All people in bodies, planets, stars, space and time are the products of our minds, our thinking; the external world is, in fact, in our minds as our dreams are. We, the sons of God, are the dreamers and the world is our dream.

TO CHANGE THE WORLD, WE HAVE TO CHANGE OUR MINDS, CHANGE OUR THINKING

       To change the world, we do not have to change the external world but our thinking, we go from ego left minded thinking to Holy Spirit, right minded thinking.

     Ordinarily, our ego minds concentrate on changing the external world, changing other peoples perceived wrong behaviors, thinking that if we get other people to behave differently that we shall be better.

      A course in miracles says that there is no external world, the seeming external world is a dream, a mirage, produced by our minds and is in our minds.

     The noise you hear in your room, the people you see around you are all produced by your mind.

    How other people treat you, give you stuff or not, your wealth or poverty are the products of your mind, thinking, but your ego tells you that external others did it to you and ask you to be angry at them and fight them and live in conflict with them.

     If you understand that you caused the events around you then you see  the world as a movie produced by your mind/thinking; you then think differently to see a different world, not necessarily an entirely different world, for you already wrote the script before you entered the world and have lived many life times and carry information from past lives in your present memory and they influence what you see and experience.

GUILT, FEAR AND PUNISHMENT

     A course in miracles says that the ego separated from God, unified spirit self and feels guilty and fears that God and other people it separated from would punish it for the wrong of separation. Separation from God is what Christians call original sin.

     That guilt is in your unconscious mind, and it makes you to punish you through scripting other people to do dreadful things to you.

      If you accept that you have not separated from God then you know that you are innocent, guiltless, sinless and holy and no longer expect punishment from other people and from God, you approach other people and play with them and do not separate from them to go live individually, protect your nonexistent ego; your life becomes peaceful and joyous.

DISCUSSION

      The crux of A course in miracles is that the seeming external world is in our minds and is the product of our minds thinking and that our minds produced it. Think about this proposition.

     Is it true or just a New Age religion’s razzmatazz? Take your time to think about it and come to your conclusion as to whether it is true or not.

     It makes a world of difference whether you accept it or not. If you accept it, then, you say your life so far was produced by your ego’s wish for separation, hence is wrong; you then resolve to think from the right mind, the Holy Spirit and interpret the events of your life as what you produced and do not feel angry at other people for you see them doing what your mind projected them to do for you to experience, you then forgive them and overlook them and live peacefully.

   In my case, I constructed my body, nobody else did it to me. I made my body supersensitive, make me smell all sorts of things that make me feel dizzy, make my mouth feel like acid is in it and uncomfortable. Why did I do it? To see me as sick and concentrate on using external medicines to heal my body and make my body real for me.

     If I did it with my mind, then I can just use my mind to undo it.

    The noise in my bedroom suddenly went away, I wonder why? If my mind produced it to make me feel fear of ghosts, now that I no longer fear ghosts then the noise goes away for the lesson is learned and is no longer repeated; I have learned that there are no ghosts and that it is my mind that produced the sounds that led me to think that they are made by ghosts; it is all in my mind; I have to remove fear from my mind and without fear nothing external to me can terrorize me.

     We feel fear to make external things that cause our fear make ego and body real in our minds.

CONCLUSION

      Ego and body are not real. If one knows oneself as not ego and body one would not feel guilt and fear, for nothing external can threaten the son of God who knows that he is always in God; the son of God is part of unified spirit and in it is always safe.

    It is only when he has the delusion that he is outside his father, he is always an extension of his father, and cannot be separate from his father and brothers, that he lives in guilt and fear.

Ozodi Osuji

January 5, 2022

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