IF CHRIST IS TOTAL POWER AND EGO IS TOTAL WEAKNESS, WHY FEAR LETTING GO OF THE EGO AND LIVING FROM CHRIST?
IS IT BECAUSE WE MADE THE EGO AND IT IS OUR IDOL AND WE WORSHIP IT?
YOU DO NOT DIE BY LETTING GO OF THE EGO BUT LIVE FOREVER AND POWERFULLY
Ozodi Osuji
I am afraid of forgiving other people’s ills towards me; I have anger and grievance and seek vengeance for those who belittled my big ego (in belittling my ego they saved me for they told me that I am not the grandiose ego but the Christ).
If forgiveness returns one to Christ and Christ has real power because he derives his power from God, why cling to the ego that is the epitome of weakness?
Look at the powerful in ego, such Vladmir Putin, is he powerful or is he a clown, killing people and destroying cities to seem powerful only to die and his ego and body returning to dust. How pathetic is ego power!
I must get rid of the ridiculous desire for ego power. The delusion of ego power must be perpetually defended (by the real me, the son of God who made the ego and body and want to be him).
That which needs perpetual defense to seem to exist, ego and body, is nothing. Christ does not need defense because it lives forever.
OUR SOURCE IS IN SPIRIT NOT IN BODY
The people of this world are truly amusing, they seek to know where they came from and think that it is from the body hence they engage in pornography trying to see how they entered the world through the female vagina; that behavior is addictive and does not give the information they sick because they are not body and came to the world through God and must seek their genesis in spirit, God, not body, not sex.
COMMIT TOTALLY TO GOD, NO HESITATION
I must commit 100% to God, and Christ and give up the delusion that I am a powerful ego that will die and disappear into dust. The Christ in me, the resurrected son of God, still in form, albeit light form, is formless in God and is eternal.
Thirty-three years of searching for God is enough, make a commitment to God and live as such, guided by the Holy Spirit, God’s representative in the temporal universe.
Stop seeking ego political power because politics, while necessary, is for normal people, that is, less spiritually evolved people. Secular power is not for me.
I must live from spiritual power. All I need do to have spiritual power, Christ power, is to overlook my ego and its behaviors and other people’s egos and behaviors, see what egos do as done in dreams and what is done in dreams have no lasting effect and are nothing; remove the ego and one lives from the Christ who is already in one (Christ is the sleeping son of God reinterpreted by the Holy Spirit and given form; the formless son of God is sleeping and dreaming as the ego in body; the Holy Spirit reinvents him into the Christ in light form, until he is ready to wake up to his sonship and know that he is formless unified spirit with God).
If all that we are, are bodies, what has a hundred years or so to die, we are nothing; defense of it is a waste of time.
What we are is the formless, eternal son of God who is one with God.
CONCLUSION
God has one son; that one son of God, like God, contains the infinite sons of God and contains God. That one son of God wished to become God the creator instead of being the created. He could not accomplish his desire in heaven, in spiritual reality. As it were, he went to sleep and dream about our physical universe of space, time, and matter.
The son of God is the one dreaming this physical universe. He is each of us and all of us. God is now transcendent while his son is in the temporal universe and lives as egos in bodies.
God created God the Holy Spirit and placed him in the right mind of his sleeping and dreaming sons (the ego is in the metaphorical left mind of the sleeping and dreaming son of God). The Holy spirit reinterprets the world the son of God made in madness, our physical universe, and makes it partially sane by making it forgiving and loving.
When the ego, the sleeping son of God, has learned to forgive and love his self and all his brothers, he finally awakens in formless, unified spirit state, heaven.
In the meantime, he can live as the Holy Spirit guides him to forgiving and loving people and in doing so attain Christhood.
Christ is each of us still in body, but body made of light form. Christ will eventually transform to formless, unified son of God when he totally awakens from the dream of separation from his real self.
Ozodi Osuji July 5, 2022